I freed my heart yesterday~
I don't know why...
maybe I haven't seen him for long time
or maybe I told myself: I should let him go...far away from my heart
because he have tied me for about two years
It doesn't mean that I want to leave him
In the past, we had a lot of sweet memories that I can't forget...It is true
You have totally changed my life!you know???
Some thing that I dare not try before, I have all done now
but now I just want to change our relationship
To FRIENDS
I don't know whether it will be too late for now
but I will try my best to do this
cause I don't want to lose a good friend like you
I want to accomplish this target within half year before you leave...
Please give me a chance~

I can't control my heart from beating when I see you,
I know that I can get no chance from you,
but just I can't change myself...
my heart is still beating extremely fast...
If I could choose with whom I want to in love,
maybe I would not feel that kind of  bitterness
which I would not like to have in my life...
Anyway,bless you~

This is the first time I felt really scared...
not because of the marks,
is that I don't know what to do and what will happen
all my efforts may disappear because of my foolish
I AM BACKLISTED.
This time was very serious that I can't imagine...
How can I concentrate on the UT now?
To me,
My world is nearly ended...
I finally understand the offenders' feeling
NO REFORM~
No matter how hard you have tried...
you can't change anything,
there is still a stain
that you can't get rid of it...

What have I done?????!